Lets see what to say...I will fill you in on background information as we go along on this journey together. At the moment, I am wondering WHY guys are so difficult. Even the word "no" seems to go right out the door on the smallest things.
No disrespect to my " man of the house", but come on was it really necessary to take apart the car charger, just to see what was inside? Oh, breaking it in the process!! That's like ten bucks in the drain.
What gets me the most. Manners (ie. opening doors, respect, love), attention I receive, making sure I am happy, its all there. Yet he does the stupidest things that annoy me so bad. People say I am raising three kids instead of two. No lies, I do feel that way sometimes.
My goal in life is to succeed in everything or at least know I tried my hardest. It is hard to teach my kids these things when my " man of the house " has no idea how to do them himself. Now given my husband and I split and he is trying to take a opening as stepdad in a way doesn't give him the right to use that as an excuse.
I am happy, but confused. My thoughts are so scattered that I need this as an out to escape, relax and learn. Sorry if this is alot to take on in one post, but the future ones to come will fill in the gaps.
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